Okay let's try this again. Thank you for erasing everything and having me start over lj. Really. You remind me of one of the reasons of why I simply hate you :D

"Quick post" that I shouldn't be making for reasons that I'm screwing over right now but I had to dammit.

First off, I am alive I hope everyone is fine and everything is going great for them. Please do know that I think of each and every one of you and hope this is so every chance I get. If yes, I'm very glad and hope it continues that way because you absolutely deserve it and more. That statement couldn't be any truer because I picked a great f-list/group of friends and also, I like to think that I have good judgement on character and the like but that's kind of irrevelant huh? If not, please continue to fight and endure. Things surely will get better, if not now then later. We all go through those difficult times, it's only natural, and we all somehow rise in the end with lessons learnt and stronger selves. Do remember that you are not alone. You do have people who care about you and are there for you. Even if it's only interweb buddies since myself and others may feel that way at times haha. It's still something right? So everyone- let's all do our best and strive forward. ♥ *end happy happy utterly cheesy moment here*

Second, Kikuuuuuu and Fuji-wifeyyyyyy, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. ;-;

I absolutely adored your letter/card that my mother thought was from a boy named Bill and started to freak out over and the SasuSaku love, fujiwara_san . You are oh so creative slash talented and I can only have such admiration of such. Along with yearnings of having some myself XD But yes it filled me with much squee and I hope to do something just as great in return so please look forward to that. I owe you two by the way which I'm sure you know.

GAH. I always look forward to your gifts dearest kikuko_kamimura . I love how unique they are. The first that I received was needed very much. I haven't been able to get rest in either sense of the word and I think they did the trick. Especially the lavender. Even my mother was impressed. And as for my day of birth gifts- HEE. It took awhile to get them. My post office and men suck so bad. I had to wait a week to get them! I haven't read the book yet since I just got it but you can bet your ass I will. I remember you telling me about it so when I read the title I literally laughed and said YES! Awesome. XD I will definitely be telling you what I think . I briefly skimmed the pages and we share the same sense of humor which is great. Not that I needed any verifying since after countless long AIM chats, we pretty much established that fact and more. And, akdfjkdfjkdfjk, the doll. To be honest, she scared me at first. She kinda still does but not as much XD But in all I love the design. As I say times before you really are too kind but I am very grateful to have such a person in my life and I won't take it for granted that's for sure.

sahara_storm aka Sahara-chu, I love when you say that by the way/ more you know!, thank you for the wishes. I wish I could be there with you and distract you from all of that with my complete dorkiness and fail but alas the oceans! Make do with letters and cards yes?

Thank you to all. I miss you all. Rinny-wifey I don't know if I can go to NYAF. *cries* Also, we live in such a small world it seems. Also, hope things are going better and ;-; AIM plz.. And will update better next time. Pictures maybe? Take care you guys. ♥