Okay let's try this again. Thank you for erasing everything and having me start over lj. Really. You remind me of one of the reasons of why I simply hate you :D

"Quick post" that I shouldn't be making for reasons that I'm screwing over right now but I had to dammit.

First off, I am alive I hope everyone is fine and everything is going great for them. Please do know that I think of each and every one of you and hope this is so every chance I get. If yes, I'm very glad and hope it continues that way because you absolutely deserve it and more. That statement couldn't be any truer because I picked a great f-list/group of friends and also, I like to think that I have good judgement on character and the like but that's kind of irrevelant huh? If not, please continue to fight and endure. Things surely will get better, if not now then later. We all go through those difficult times, it's only natural, and we all somehow rise in the end with lessons learnt and stronger selves. Do remember that you are not alone. You do have people who care about you and are there for you. Even if it's only interweb buddies since myself and others may feel that way at times haha. It's still something right? So everyone- let's all do our best and strive forward. ♥ *end happy happy utterly cheesy moment here*

Second, Kikuuuuuu and Fuji-wifeyyyyyy, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. ;-;

I absolutely adored your letter/card that my mother thought was from a boy named Bill and started to freak out over and the SasuSaku love, fujiwara_san . You are oh so creative slash talented and I can only have such admiration of such. Along with yearnings of having some myself XD But yes it filled me with much squee and I hope to do something just as great in return so please look forward to that. I owe you two by the way which I'm sure you know.

GAH. I always look forward to your gifts dearest kikuko_kamimura . I love how unique they are. The first that I received was needed very much. I haven't been able to get rest in either sense of the word and I think they did the trick. Especially the lavender. Even my mother was impressed. And as for my day of birth gifts- HEE. It took awhile to get them. My post office and men suck so bad. I had to wait a week to get them! I haven't read the book yet since I just got it but you can bet your ass I will. I remember you telling me about it so when I read the title I literally laughed and said YES! Awesome. XD I will definitely be telling you what I think . I briefly skimmed the pages and we share the same sense of humor which is great. Not that I needed any verifying since after countless long AIM chats, we pretty much established that fact and more. And, akdfjkdfjkdfjk, the doll. To be honest, she scared me at first. She kinda still does but not as much XD But in all I love the design. As I say times before you really are too kind but I am very grateful to have such a person in my life and I won't take it for granted that's for sure.

sahara_storm aka Sahara-chu, I love when you say that by the way/ more you know!, thank you for the wishes. I wish I could be there with you and distract you from all of that with my complete dorkiness and fail but alas the oceans! Make do with letters and cards yes?

Thank you to all. I miss you all. Rinny-wifey I don't know if I can go to NYAF. *cries* Also, we live in such a small world it seems. Also, hope things are going better and ;-; AIM plz.. And will update better next time. Pictures maybe? Take care you guys. ♥ 

Okay, before I say what I'm about to say let me just say that I have to make this very quick since I'm already neglecting so many other things by posting already but I feel that I have to even if it's a short one filled with hardly any details other that the fact that yes I'm alive XD Sorries to fujiwara_san and yukari_rin for making you worry so much. I'm grateful for your concern. Really. Love you two wife-ies. *blows kisses* ♥

So. Once again it was the computer. Again? Yes I know. Honestly I think we all should be use to it or atleast get to even though I cease to do so each and every time @.@ Even now my computer is crappy. I'm pretty sure it's missing tons of components but I will make due or atleast try to. Anyway, I have tons of stuff to post. Mostly if not only things I said I would. The HanaNeji goodness for sei_shounagon. The doujinshi scans for annwyd, and various other things that I'm currently forgetting that I hope you, the flist, will remind me. But most importantly, my lovely wonderful spectactular wifey Fuji's birthday gift that is completely and utterly overdue. Sadly, what I have planned was lost. *see above* Which also explains why I wasn't able to send people their holidays gifts/cards since I lost your addresses as well along with the means of communicating.

Other than my dear friend kikuko_kamimura, who sent me mine therefore allowing me to send her one. Smart girl XD By the way, I will send you a letter back yo. I apologize for the lateness. And yes! I didn't miss your birthday. I was worried I did. Hopefully, we will be able to talk that day and celebrate! ♥

But I will make and give another thing for you Fuji-wifey. Whatever you want that I can do I shall. Let me know~

I think that's basically it though I'm sure I'm forgetting tons of things. There's also me working on revamping this thing. I'm currently in the mist of that and am almost done so look forward to the new look and all that jazz. I'll be commenting in all of your journal very soon especially those I promised I would. I'll update again whenever I can and elaborate further on everything but until then comment away with whatever. Catch me up on fandoms, your life, you or just spam to your heart's content!

Also, Rinny-wifey. Guess what? Ahem. I CAN GO TO ANIME NEXT! I already pre-reg for all three days. Oh yes. I'm praying you can go as well and we can hang out and stuff. I think you know what I'm talking about. XDD Let me knowwww so we can plan it all out.

Ja~

Edit: sweet_chii, hope you got my email yo. ♥
Edit#2: Thank you all for the comments. Truly. I love you all and I will definitely respond as soon as I can. <3 Right after I come back from ze guitar lessons tomorrow to be exact.
Edit to the Edit: I already responded to some of you. I couldn't help it! But more fun and comments tomorrow. *is shot*

And finally a post. I forgot to post for your return Fuji-darling. I'm an idiot who has a bad memory but this makes up for it... right? XD

Sadly, this one really isn't one at least I don't think so. My flist especially sahara_storm, yukari_rin-wifey and fujiwara_san-wifey demand and force ask I post so they can spam me since it's my birthday and for the not posting-ness XD. Along with the awesome kikuko_kamimura who I utterly adore and stalk who wanted me to post period. Though I'm pretty sure all of you one time or another asked me to post. So here it is!

Go ahead and spam me. *looks at a_white_rain* Say whatever, do whatever. Anything. Everything. As many times as you want :D

Enjoy yourselves! *is scared*

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Last but definitely not least, I'd like to thank everyone who has wished me and gave me presents for my birthday. I'm really grateful and love you all. Especially the wife-ies- Fuji and Rinny. You two are the best and I'm very glad to have you two. *blows tons of kisses*

I had so many memes to post but due to my crappy computer I can't. So I'll just post the recent long meme that's been going around. Do it if you want I want you to.

( Meme of Love and Doom )

Along with wishing an early Happy Birthday to clocklike!
Have fun darling~ You deserve it. *hugs*

And that's it. I think. I feel like I'm forgetting something dammit. Oh yeah- IN ONE YEAR I'M LEGAL BABY! XD